Still

STILL..
I lay here with you on my mind..
It seems like you are one of a kind..
STILL...
I rack my brain..
Cuz this shyt is about to drive me insane
STILL..
Wonderin why I want you so bad..
LORD Have Mercy on me cuz this is sad...
STILL..
Youre clueless on how much I want you...
Thinking to myself.. "If he only knew...
STILL...
Sayin to myself, "Wats wrong wit me"...
I need help to analyse my inner psyche..
STILL..
My body aches 4 you and I dont know why...
I just want to crawl in a dark hole and cry...
STILL...
When i see you my thoughts become obscence..
But I take a deep breath to remain serene...
STILL...
All my close friends know about my crush.
They know how i am so they keep it on hush...
STILL...
Building up the courage to confess my devotion..
To let you know that you are my one and only notion..
BUT....
STILL...
I feel that this will never be...
Truth is...
I dont have the nerve to let you get to know the real me...
STILL............