Cry

To strong to let them come out my eyes
So imma let my words cry for me..
Life is so rough and i'm trying to be strong
I try and try to do my best but something always goes wrong
As we go thru this journey we experience our twists and turns
All the things people go thru, we just have to live and learn
The pastor always says that God takes us thru obstacles to make us stronger
But the way my life is going right now
I just don't know if I can take this much longer
The bible says that God won't put us thru more than we can bear
Yet in my heart I just don't think my life is fair
When my family goes "crazy" I do my best to be respectful... and hold my tongue
I hate drama so I just tuck in my tail and run
My heart is so heavy,I just want to cry out Loud
Instead I mask my feelings so that it seems that I'm overly proud...
I'm a good person, or at least I try to be
But sometimes I just break down and ask God
"WHY ME"?
Now people say that crying cleanses the soul...
But I've been hurt and disappointed so much..
That my heart has grown cold
I know things will get better
For all I need God will supply
Until then...
I just have to let go....
AND CRY......